Survived!

[riari]

Well, I survived giving my speech. Didn't even start panicking too much until I actually started getting up to give it. I was going to give it by using notecards but I ended up reading it off my speech paper since I lost track less than three sentences into it. And again during the third paragraph and again towards the end of it. I was trembling so bad and mispronouncing words and yeah... I think I did horrendous but glancing over the comments by the grader it doesn't seem so bad. Maybe once I see my grade.

Next speech is on the 15th of July and its present a chapter. Maybe I can do better then. You know and not do my speech last minute so it drives me crazy and gets me so little sleep on a week that I desperately want some on.

Oh man I need sleep. I got breakfast at just before 9am but I didn't eat food again until 4pm. If this entry doesn't make too much sense, that's why. Erg.

Comments

[nikkicub.livejournal.com]

The idea of you being nervous strikes me as odd. But people don't believe me when I say I'm shy, so... meh.

At least the instructor thinks you did well? You're always hardest on yourself, right?

[riari.livejournal.com]

Yeah, always harder on myself.

I'm shy around people sometimes. I'll tend to be really quiet if I don't know them. ^_^